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Saturday, April 04, 2009

Today is his Birthday~

Happy Birthday to you~! May you be blessed and well :)

I wish i didn't chance upon her blog just now... Then I wouldn't be blogging this. I have to agree that money is indeed the root of all evil. I guess neither of one thought that this would happen to a Happily Maintained friendship. But sometimes things happen when you thought it wouldn't. Of course i understand what kinda character she has, but sometimes the words exchanged during a heated conversation is sometimes heavier than what we thought. Sometime some words once said cannot be erased... Some words might be carved deep into my heart. Please understand that even though i acted like i was okay with it all along, but i really under went a emotional turmoil too. Being part of my valued client is only a underlying statement, but being as a friend means more. However, I was given the impression that monetary terms means more than anything else at that point of time. Including the words that you used on me. Each and every word was carved into me more than anything else. This incident has passed by for a while now and I dun mean to shift fault or what so ever by blogging this. But please also know that this has always been of an issue to me.

I have never said that I do not want you to appear in front of me. I do not know where did that come from. I just said before that if possible, unless we reconcile, perhaps its better not to appear at the same place, in case our friends are placed in an awkward position of not knowing what to do. Whether to say HI or to juz act blur or something.

Perhaps things have been dragged on for too long and things are already at a higher level of damage. Wow. Ren Yan Ke Wei.

12:56 AM

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