=[ Short One ]=

Just to shortly update tt.. I might not haf enuff time to update my blog recently. Quite occupied and bz with preparing for the BIG day on sat.. For those pals who have contributed to e pressie, dun worry.. I'll upload the pics of those pressies after sat okie.. ^^

=[ Ehh.. Lala~~ Hmm~~ ]=

Just realised that i haven updated my frdster rpofile for quite sometime.. Just did a bit.. (Dun really care much) lol.. I saw a pic of "HITCH" on my frd's msn pic.. (god knows why its there).. I sudd recalled SC asking me... Is e 1st kiss important to a gal or to any r/s? I remembered asking him the other time with confidence... Nope! But somehow i now think.. Perhaps it really plays a role in e r/s bah... I mean.. If the 1st one is gd.. Somehow maybe gers will feel.. More.. = D ?


Anyway enuff about kisses.... Hahaha...Went for movie today with ah ming.. (***Stare*** U should know why huh~) haha.. We caught a lot like love.. Basically its a not bad show la.. Esp if u like watching tt kinda scenes.. ***Ahem*** and ***DotZ*** hahaha... A gd show to reco for those lovey dopey couples lah.. haha... = X After tt met up with SC and walk about nor.. Went food junction for dinner with RW, me, ming, SC and da jie... Haha.. ***Burp***

POOL SESSION NEXT! haha.. haven been playing pool for quite a long period of time.. Found tt ming and RW improved a lot sia.. Haha.. Looks like i muz try and catch up liao... Also played with SC for the 1st time.. His skills oso not bad la.. not as bad as wad he always desc... (but better dun bowl with him) haha.. Play until 11+... Caught bus home.. ZzZ~~

Wanted to go eat chicken wings.. (shit.. kinda addicted) but the uncle told us sold out.. ^$*!(^$_&_($& settled for some equally delicious stuff there also b4 walking back home with qin..

Been asked the same ques a lot of times, think i oso need to go and tink tink bout it.. Haha

=[ Starry night ]=

It was drizzling as i went to work at 12pm... Poor gals.. I saw them sitting on the wet floor, obviously tired yet determined.. They dun even mind setting loads of newspaper on e floor, or just to sit on some torn and tattered cardboard box.. WHY?? Cos.. It was the very much anticipated day.. It was the permier of inital D.. Jay, edison, shawn and Anthony would be walking the red carpet at 8pm.. And i guess e best time for us to take pics would be when they were on their way to climb the escalator up.. Hur!

Plan A and B were executed.. Screams could be heard from level 5 as Edison wore a green shirt and breezed into the red carpet.. WOO! The min he took the escalator up, anxious wendi and mi zoom to take pics of him.. Awww~~ His smug yet boyish grin muz have swept many gals off their feet...

Soon after, Shawn Yue appeared in a checked shirt.. Similiarly, ZOOM!! Take pic of him.. Heh.. He was a much more diff style of guy from Edison.. But his deep and manly look oso made us..
= D~~~

Anthony Ong appeared in a black formal short and pants with black shades.. (looked more like hei bang lao da) That 1 not in particular interest... Left that to ah ni and coleen to cheong~ haha!!

The anticipation bulit up min by min.. Gals inside the restaurant were like being on standby.. Once the cue is given, the run would begin.. Haha.. AHHH~~ Loud screams were heard from Level 1.. And YES! JAY CHOU finally appeared~~ Half of the restaurant pple inc mi and wendi Zoomed to the escalator.. To grab the best spot for shooting Jay.. Heh.. He was dressed in a white shirt with flowery design~~ AwW~ So cool.. Even though i was not a avid fan of Jay, i was also deeply mesmerized by this charm and his coolness... Guys and gals arnd me Screamed and shouted his name, juz in order to get his attention to just wave or smile at them.. Xing Fu!!!

I guess the onli person to be frustrated bout the whole event would be calvin san bah.. Cos he still doesn't uds.. Why doeshis staff all go gaga over him.. leaving him to pour tea and serve fruits by himself.. !(#&_$*!+$

*** Pics are posted below.. Try ur best to pic their facial okie! haha***

Heh.. Hurriedly took this pic b4 they tore down every of e poster downstairs.. Looks better den wad i took ya? = X 

Oh well.. Just a final pic of his butt.. (better den nth~) 

The anticipated jay... With ehh.. His face kena covered by the escalator handle.. Shit.. haha 

Another pic of Shawn Yue... Heh 

Shawn Yue.. My most successful pic of e night.. 

back view! 

Edison Chen!!!!! His back view and his.. Erm.. Side view? 

The crowd scene at bout 6pm.. This is onli a portion of it wor.. haha 

=[ Starry night ]=

It was drizzling as i went to work at 12pm... It was the very much anticipated day.. It was the permier of inital D.. Jay, edison, shawn and Anthony would be walking the red carpet at 8pm.. And i guess e best time for us to take pics would be when they were on their way to climb the escalator up.. Hur!

Plan A and B were executed.. Screams could be heard from level 5 as Edison wore a green shirt and breezed into the red carpet.. WOO! The min he took the escalator up, anxious wendi and mi zoom to take pics of him.. Awww~~ His smug yet boyish grin muz have swept many gals off their feet...

Soon after, Shawn Yue appeared in a checked shirt.. Similiarly, ZOOM!! Take pic of him.. Heh.. He was a much more diff style of guy from Edison.. But his deep and manly look oso made us..
= D~~~

Anthony Ong appeared in a black formal short and pants with black shades.. (looked more like hei bang lao da) That 1 not in particular interest... Left that to ah ni and coleen to cheong~ haha!!

The anticipation bulit up min by min.. Gals inside the restaurant were like being on standby.. Once the cue is given, the run would begin.. Haha.. AHHH~~ Loud screams were heard from Level 1.. And YES! JAY CHOU is finally here! In a flowery white shirt.. Standby!! Gals in e restaurant all cheong ar!! Take pic of Jay!!! Though i wasn't a really super fan of Jay, but nonetheless.. I oso felt excited.. Too bad la.. He walked so fast tt i could onli manage to take a pic of his butt.. = X But den.. He definetly had the X-factor.. Guys and gals all scream his name.. In order juz to get him to turn and to give a smile or a wave~~ Woo~~ = D~~~

I guess the onli person to be in frustration would be Calvin san.. Cus he dun see the reason why gals all zoom~ esp his staff.. To see stars and leave him to pour tea alone.. OopS! haha..

*** Pics are posted below. Heh~ ***

=[ Over ]=

Hmm.. Everything is over... Surprisingly i feel very at ease currently.. Everything starts from zero again.. Gambante life!!!

Special thanks to:

• Ah da.. For advicing mi on how to plan throughout the night.. (cos i know.. She will always be here for me *muacks*)
• Ah xiao.. For making mi realise how to face up to the problem.. (Cos i know... She will nv hesitate to lend a shoulder *hugs*)
• Alvin.. For listening to me and giving mi courage to face up to e future (Someone whom i feel strangely open to tell all my tots and stuff to.. Someone whom i trust bah *GrinZ*)
• Ah ming, qi and fei fei... For being there ^^ (muacks!)

= )

=[ Solitude ]=

Its 3.35Am now.. And i'm still not sleeping yet.. Why? I also have no idea.. Perhaps its becoz after a few days of eventful days preparing and celebrating qi's bday tt i am feeling the sudden emptiness when its all over... (Pics will be uploaded soon)

Logging on into the internet, i find myself clicking on past testimonials by frds and going back to some sites which i have not gone to since some time ago... What am i doing? Trying to find some kinda answers to unknown questions in my head? Or trying to seek some kinda solitude and comfort in the sea of words...?

Looking back at my life, one would usually realise that at some point of time, they make rash and hasty decisions.. They make mistakes, but from them they grow and mature... Perhaps as one grows older, they are bounded by more stuff.. May it be pple, the environment or perhaps themselves... One might lose the courage to face up to the fact.. One might even lose the courage to face up to their own feelings..

Sometimes i wish tt life could be as simple and pure as wad it used to be.. But we all know that it wouldn't be realistic.. Living on simple and pure would not get u through the crude and realistic adult world.. Looking at the timeline tt alvin has drawn out for most of the typical singaporeans... I begin to wonder, how many pple would actually put 100% on someone u barely know to listen to him / her tell u how to plan ur life? Or how many teenagers would actually sit down and think about putting ur assets into investments? There will be, but perhaps just a handful... But come to think of it, how many pple would also actually put 100% trust into a total stranger by helping them to pay their savings plan $$? haha~ Guess i am damn lucky.. = )Well, i guess this kinda thing.. Its more of a 2 way thing...So the next time u see someone approaching u.. Well, if ya free, why not give him or her a chance to tell u some stuff tt u might be missing out? Or if ya need recommendations.. DO GIMME A CALL YA.. There's someone whom i guarantee u can put 100% in him (like i do) Haha~ <--- U - know - who.. see.. Free promo ya.. = ) heh

U may think its a cheem post.. Or u may think tt i am sot sot again.. But den i have reasons for posting such a post here... CheerS!

=[ 15.06.2005 ]=

10+ Am
Awaken by the sound of drilling... @^$@()&_)@$ Bet its my neighbour doing renovation.. And realising that its raining... (-_-) ZzZz C...lo.s..e....win..do..w..

11+ Am
Wo men de ai~~ *Phone ringing* ZzZ~ Ar? Looking for $!) frm ^!(*$!? (?!?!?!) "Wrong number lah"... PomP.. ZzzZ.. In less den a few min.. "TEH TEH" Sms!! from Yan.. telling me she will finish her orientation early.. reply a few times with her.. fixed time to meet.. Go back to sleep (Half awake le)~ %$&^()@!$

11+Am (STILL)
wo men de ai~~~ ARRRGGGHHHH~~ wads wrong with singapoeans today?!!?!?! cos.. its a gal calling to look for WILLIAM from IMM.. CMON!!! DO I SOUND LIKE WILLIAM?!?!??! Nmind.. SLEEP!!! %&*!%#

12+Pm
W...a.k..e... up le... LOW MORALE~~ feels like i haven slept at all.. considering i watched vcd until 7am last night.. Haiz~~ Showe.r.... go out le..~~

2PM
Reached westmall to meet yan.. HUNGRY~~~ had a quick lunch.. walk walk arnd.. Went into the arcade and realise.. We are getting old~! haha~

5pm
Reached Lot 1.. The min we stepped in.. the onli thing we wan do is to grab some seats and rest... Sat down a while den alvinz arrived... Hmm.. He smelt extra nice today.. Haha.. Had a quick dinner den went up to Kbox

10Pm
Poor alvinz.. Had to go bak to NUH for his final injection... Saw a lot of needle holes on his hands.. *pAiN!* haha.. Btw.. His voice sounds like.. David Tao.. = )

12+ Am
2 Tired gals left the KTV.. For HOmEEeeE~!

=[ ThAnKieS~ ]=

ThAnKieS to all my gd frds.. Who were there for me when i was down and out... For offering mi the console i needed.. For hearing mi $!&*^%#)*& out with my nonsense.. = )

And a big thankies to AlvinzZzZ~ Cos i kinda deprived him of his sleep for 2 consecutive days.. Thankies for offering to call me on e dot when i told ya bout the news.. Thankies for calling me for a chat until 3am the very night.. Thankies for acc me until 3am to walk walk and lim teh at bukit panjang... Though i know that u were very sleepy and tired, after a long day of work and considering u have to wakie up at 6.30 the next day.. Though i din say so, but i was actually v consoled = ) It was touching to have someone to u to acc me when i was down & out. Of cos, thankies for the interesting topics and views in life.. = ) Xie xie ni~! ^^

And of cos, thankies to Karen San, for acc me to chat for 3 hrs tt very day at mac cafe... Thankies for Qin, qi, jack, cheng, xiao.. Heh! Blah blah blah for being there for me too.. MuaCkIEs!~

Me and Zhi ge~ 

=[ Good Bye ]=

Well.. Sad to announce to everyone, i am jobless again.. Yes.. NO doubts... i have quited RSP..

Why?? Well.. there are a lot a lot of reasons for mi making this decision.. Reasons that it would not be ethical for me to list here.. Reasons that are pissing and yet disappointing.. It doesn't matter now that who's in e right or who's in e wrong now.. Everything's done and over.. Though the time stayed in RSP was short, i still wan to thank them for teaching me a lot of new things and stuff tt i have not experienced before.. = ) Well...

I AM NOW OPENLY OPEN FOR FULL TIME JOB APPLICATIONS!

Silly pic of me in zhi ge's helmet.. Nothing better to do uh? looks like bomberman? (-_-|||) 

=[ DIT0101 Gathering ]=

Met up with my poly frds for a gathering last friday at bishan... They were quite surprised, cos it has been a long long time ever since anyone initiated a big gathering outside..

LiSt of NYPians~

• Me
• Qing Mei
• Fiona
• Adrian (Fiona's bf)
• Zhi Ge
• Tin Tin
• Zr
• Hao~

It was a pity tt lily couldn't make it... And of cus.. I believe though Rohan is no longer with us physically, but he would be glad to know we still keep in contact..

We had dinner at Pasta mania.. After tt we had nowhere to go.. So ended up going to a KTV session with them.. Well, it was kinda long ever since we went kTV as a class tt kinda thing..~ But overall.. It was very fun and enjoyable.. Got home at 12+am~ ^^

Cheers to my dearest yan for queueing up for the energy cd with their autographs on it! = D 

=[ yiPpEe~!~! ]=

Hmm.. Its been a really really long time ever since i have updated my blog arnd here.. All of a sudden i also have no idea where to start blogging from? lol..

Well, 1stly, thanks Yan, for queueing up so long for mi for the autographed cd of energy.. *~MuacKS~*.. Itz really Happy yet sad, cuz it will be their last cd tgt (with ah di) in it.. Hehe.. Anyway, will always have sweet memories of them even if they may not be tgt in e future...