Sometimes the world can change soooo fast tt euu wun even know when it ended..

We are trying to keep our morale up but sometimes its hard...

Can't help but feeling a bit empty and lost at times. . . .

Sorry if Imma kinda moody or quiet these few days but den i guess we can only wait and see how..

Changes is the only thing that is constant and uncertainty is the only thing that is for now...

Tonight while i was playing MJ, i received a sms...

At that instant, i felt empty and i feel something bad was gg happen... Indeed, i have lost my pillar of strength at work.. She was the one who taught me alot of stuff and the one whom i can relate with.. Even though i already know that i will lose her some day.. Even though i have already expected it to be soon... But den i still felt drained of energy suddenly..

It was already a management game right from the start... There's management games in every company somehow.. All i can say is tt i can foresee that Tonkichi will haf some changes soon and it might be major.. Will def affect everyone.. New rules new games.. Juz tt the impact is big or small only.. HmM... Might have to be more careful of what i do as well.. Cos imma close to support as well.. Well.. Maybe or maybe not, since i dun play a major role anyway.. But den.. Well.. Yup... Sometimes makes mi wonder, since she's gone.. Is there any reason to fight anymore? Sad to say, imma no longer a part timer who can just smile everything off already.. How to say? Play the new game wisely.. = )

Depends on the situation ba.. Who knows what will happen next?

Feeling drained outtttt... Suddenly a lot of other stuff doesn't matter anymore... Vday, holiday, wad-so-ever.. Just feeeeeeling so sick and tired of everything..

Loooooking sooooo forward to my last day of working morning shift b4 having to do 4 days of full shifts in a row.. = / Haha... Gotta play MJ molo but somehow i got a feeling tt i'll lose more than i win haha.. Anyway yeah saw Ah da today when she came to fetch Tai chen.. Miss her sooooo much man.. haha.. Dashed to her to try and save myself from the yellow river and my reputation but den to no avail so i gettit tt i should stop trying already. . LoLZ

Feeling kinda bad that i keep rejecting this friend of mine for supper now and then when he asks... Haha.. Not that i dun haf the time to spare, but just dun haf the mood to go out for supper.. Maybe the memories weren't that nice so perhaps it would be better to stay this way... Maybe what S says is right.. Sometimes its not the venue or other factors.. But Its juz the person.. = / But den prolly will meet up someday lah.. Haven seen each other for quite some time.. = ) Gals are juz sooo contradicting at times..

Woke up esp early to make a new pair of glasses for myself.. Chose a pair of black plastic frame glasses (wanna go the studious lu xian) Haha.. And ended up the whole thing costs $320! WTH! My gawd... I gettit totally tt my degress is too high and i haf to do with better quality lens to avoid looking totally nerdy with thick lens.. LoLZ

Something kinda diao to share... Hope no one is eating right now.. Went to the ladies today and accidently dropped my pen in the toilet bowl.. YUAN LAI toilet bowl can sucK in ur pen! I din know thatZ~! But anyway sob sob there gooooes my pen... T_T

Its off day today~! Yippie!!!

Managed to clean up my room a bit and pack up my stuff a bit at homee.. = )

Amazingly though i only had bout 3 hrs of sleep after last night i still feel energetic.. Lolz.. Thats right.. Cun get to sleep until 9am - 10am.. LoLz.. Guess the story made me think bout a lot of stuffs.. But nonetheless, thanks for telling me the story and its always an honour and a great thing to know a frd better.. = )

Though i wasn't arnd Tonkichi today (purposely din wanna go up cos i think i will know wat i will be hearing) haha.. Anyway still got updates of what happened today.. Well, the war has eventually surfaced and well, everyone's in it.. Even though i din say what the person did was wrong, that the person has the stand for saying so.. But a lot of things gotta open one eye and close one eyes de? leaving everything so stringent will only tense up the relation ship b/w euu and all ur colleagues so i dun really see the point to.. And stop using pple as an example to explain for all these.. You didn't see us doing any form of backstabbing when we see euu doing things that are uncompliance right? Fine, if thats really what euu wan den so be it.. We will all wake up earlier and go work earlier nor.. Seriously sometimes dun uds why some pple would rather go about stepping on other people's toes.. And its stepping on EVERYONE's toes..

Anyway my glasses finally giving way.. So i gettit time for new glasses molo.. LolZ

Hate walking home alone esp when its cold.. Esp when its drizzling.. Makes me feel alone and wanna hug myself as i walk past all the void decks.. Haha

Anyway had one of the slackest morning shift ever.. Everyone was feeling envious of Thong cos he actually got to do dishwash and it was proven to be one of the most stuff to do.. Haha.. Sales was barely 1K and den we started talking about ghost stories.. LoLz.. As usual clumsy me bumped my hand onto the edge of booth seats and now i have a bump while i was mopping somemore... ArgHhHZzZ!

Met Wendi and Shyan for tea after work for a short while... Poor Ting's train got disrupted and she took a bus over but den gt lost somewhere.. = ( Dun actually see wads the big prob since it was an accident and it was already amended already.. Dun see the need to harp on it and keep the card up ya..? Anyway small matter... SighZ

Never wanted to get involved with their nonsense and i hope it can remain this way.. Though i know if i wanna go up sooner or later i'll get involved.. haha

Oh ya Colleen dearie, dun be jealous cos i know euu are! LoLz cos i wun leave euu behind for V day la.. All of us gotta spend it tgt after work.. = ) Do something together cos we nv know if we can still do tgt next year.. = )

T_T

Ouch! = (

COLLEEN JUZ SAID I LOOK "i think u need MORE sleep, ur face look sleepy cum pale every time i see u.." Looking at the time now.. I gettit!! LoLZ...

Anyway had a loooong tea session with company yesterday.. CooL! Everyone cracked jokes and i think its been such a loooong time since i've had such a looong tea session too.. LoLx... Was actually half asleep in the cab on the way home.. After Sweets alighted when i was about to alight froM the cab at my hse i bumped onto the car door... Gd job so i have a bao bao on my head.. In case euu wanna hit me back euu know where to hit these few days.. Haha

Watched ManU Vs Arsenal match juz now.. haha.. Christiano iss cutee~ I mean of cos we were watching the match.. Juz tt most of the time i was actually helping David amend his schedule.. (Sorry Yi~) Haha.. In the end i still cun find the guy from Arsenal who was doing the CK brief advertisment..~ OOpS Haha...

Sorta pulled a muscle or something on my left leg.. kinda a little swollen but euu wun see unless euu look v clearly at it.. SIGH~ My head and my leg wads next? Guess its describle as being "weak" to someone.. ARgGgHh~!

Looking forward to a better week ahead

Finally posted some pics up from the various occasions up..

Shyan's Bday and CNY Deco...

Reached home exceptionally early today after working morning shift in Tonkichi went to Bugis Library with Sweeets... Wow my 1st time there (shit can see how often i visit these places).. Not bad at all.. Still love the smell of books.. = )

Went for a late lunch at Beach Road Shaw House.. Had nice pork chop and san bei jiu noodles there.. Cool! Juicy and the pricing was so cheap.. = ) Value for money~! Walked about and discussed with him bout his big plan when someone unexpected dropped down of the bus when we were about to take it to orchard HoHo~~!

Had dinner at Tonkichi as usual super full.. Thanks Jiun Wei for the treat and played pool tgt with Shiling and JiunWei after tt.... Fetched Yi From MDIS to go acc her for dinner plus dou hua... Thought we drove the wrong way to MDIS cos we reached HDB flatS But soooo amazing tt MDIS was really just v near some HDB flats in strirring road.. LOLZ.. Interesting!

Went home early today.. Uber shagged as well.. HAHA

Next fri gg play MJ with Jiunwei at his hse.. HIAK HIAK! I FINALLY HAF THE CHANCE TO TAKE REVENGE UPON THE INCIDENT THAT HAPPENED A FEW YRS BACK... WATCH OUT JIUN WEI'S BRO!

And oh ya... Congrats to Wei and Jen for the engagement! SOOOOOO SWEEEEETTT~~

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Thank You


Never thought i might click well with him = )

Though he always makes me snap at times with his attitude, but i know he doesn't mean it..

Sorry that i sometimes flare uP at euu and is a GGNR.. (But euu know i also dun mean it and i also simmer down v fast)

Though he sometimes is a logger head has a relatively bad memories..

Although although although....

Although i know that i am not nice all the time..

But thanks for everything and i am glad i got to know euu...

Thanks for putting in the extra effort for me to help me get stuffs i want..

Though schwork is stress and tiring..

But.. FIRE FIRE FIRE! = D

Being a perfectionist, i'm sure euu can do it!

Have had a happening weekend recently.. Played the long awaited MJ and visited the long awaited eskibar.. Turns out tt its actually not as highly recommended as wad my frds say.. But its alright. And went to visit settlers cafe as well.. = D Still the same old nice place with familiar faces = D More new games and the same old junk of fun! But Daric was not there so cun really manage to meet up with him..

Anyway, recently is true... Cos Yi and Me were discussing about the pain issue and yeah.. When one stays emotionless for too long one does forget how to care for someone.. Sometimes euu really need a dosage of pain to make euu realise that euu are still alive out there.. And we concluded that some guys are really super insensitive HAHA... (Sorry to the guys reading this out there~!) It doesn't take a genius to know what will make someone LM and what doesn't.. We agreed that sometimes they juz give the wrong answer and euu can't do anything about it since its not their fault.. Haha

Think its really time to stop all this folly.. = )

Haven talked to this friend for quite sometime.. LOL Talk as in yesh literally discussing about stuff and talking.. Though we see each other quite often but then think we were too preoccupied with other stuff to be talking much..

Glad that we have had the chance to really talk today.. Cos it was also the 1st time tt i actually told someone about how i think about a certain matter and he felt the same way too.. I know the answer from the start and i din expect anything in return nor any results or anything. And i always have the safety net for myself so no worries.. = )

Molo 11-10 again hope everything goes smoothly.. So happy that i did dishwash today.. Been really really long since i did dishwashing.. = ) The more utensils i see, the more shiok it gets.. LOL i gettit i GGNR

Celebrated Shyan's bday at Newton yesterday... Cool..! Been a long long time since we have had so many people gathering together for a gathering.. Esp with the kitchen colleagues sharing presents and stuff.. Reminds me of the good old times.. = )

Anyway, the Cat is Outta bag.. Hmm.. Hope Shyan is feeling okie dokie yar! Haha.. And hope he likes the pressies as well.. Once in a year bo bian, went home at bout 3am.. Thus resuting in 4 zombies floating arnd at work today.. LOL Think yar Col, among us 4 i think Thong is really the one with the most FIRE!! Cos considering wad time he slept and what time we slept and wad time he worked.. Think he dun fire is not right.. LoLz!Fotos will be up soon!

Managed to FIRE through the whole shift before acc Sweets for foodie at Orchard Towers before making my way down to Jurong Point for dinner with the gals.. FONE went LOW BATT! So used sweets' fone.. But din wan to finish his whole batt so i changed to Yi's fone later.. Else quite bad if he switch on his fone to realise its empty? = )

Jurong Point proved to be so saturated with people that MOS was full, Long John also no hope.. Pizza Hut also full.. Ended up at Fish And Co... The waiter and waitress there all kinda scary.. Cos.. FIRE FIRE FIRE!!! They super enthu and their faces is literally written with FIRE.. The guy who lead us in his face looks like my Hammy, fixed smile and the guy who took our orders also GG one.. Repeated a few times b4 finally getting it.. Scary! LoLZ!! Maybe Tonkichi should adopt this style as well? lol..FIREEEEEE!!!

Wanted to go Taman Jurong Party World but decided to save money.. In the end went to watch a Confessions of Pain with Yi.. Thought that by going somewhere safe in a neighbourhood area would be more money saving.. Ended up buying 4 clips each costing $3 and bought a pair of shoes... ARRRGGGGHHH!! Gals and discount simply go together! LoLZ.. Anyway.. yeah! Retail Theraphy

Went for POWER again with Sweets and Yi after tt.. Cool! Met Royce with his gal there.. (How new i duno).. Chatted a while and he is still as GG as b4.. Nmind..!

Time to go sleep cos my schedule sux for the next 2 days! 11-10 for 2 days! HAHA

Cun sleep no matter how long i tossed and turned in bed.. Prolly cos of the long hours tt i slept the day b4 so too awake.. LoLz..! Feels good though!

Finally got down to watching the show tt Yi lent mi a while back.. FRIENDS (nope, not e eng mor one with Jennifer Aniston) its the show with Kyoko Fudaka and Won Bin (not sure if anyone of euu noe the show though) Cos a few years back i was actually following closely with e show.. Until the last episode and my frds came over for a visit thus i actually missed out on the ending.. Have been wanting to know how it actually ended happily for sooo long.. Luckiyl Yi told me she has it.. Phew! Thanks Yi muacks!

Anyway its 5am.. Really should get going to my beddie..

好朋友

像两首节拍不同的歌
却又同时被爱情合奏
旋律勉强着
愉快不能够假装快乐
你心中有宽阔的天空
空气还稀薄
曾经等待因为会改变什么
你总会属于我
但是最后时间证明了
你只喜欢我
你说我比较像你的好朋友
只是不小心拥抱着
你道歉你难过
于是我给你笑容
谁在乎我的心还会不会寂寞
如果爱情是五线谱
我只希望用全音符
吟唱出爱上你
那完整的幸福
当你的心没有耳朵
即使我为你唱着歌
你也只看见我哭了
你说我比较像你的好朋友
只是不小心拥抱着
你道歉你难过
于是我给你笑容
谁在乎我的心还会不会寂寞
歌词提供再兴
☆☆☆☆
曾经因为等待会改变什么
你总会属于我
但是最后时间证明了
你只喜欢我
你说我比较像你的好朋友
只是不小心拥抱着
你道歉你难过
于是我给你笑容
谁在乎我的心
ho 还会不会寂寞
你说我是你最好的朋友
却不应该再拥抱着
你退缩你冷漠
于是我放开双手
不在乎我的心
会永远的寂寞
呜..☆.
☆献给永远走在一起的朋友

Its been a really LONG LONG time since. . .


I drank a particular drink . . .

Its pinkish in colour and milky. . .

BANDUNG!!!

I bought the wrong packet drink accidently.. Mistook it for lychee drink..

Din even notice until i poke the straw in and drank the 1st sip...

Nearly wanted to puke my heart out.. MY GAWDDDDDDDDDDDDD!!!!!!!!!!!

NV EVER AM I MISTAKING IT AGAIN!!!! ArgGGhhz!!!


Anyway sudd tot of pampering myself a little..

Bought some facial masK and gave my foot and hands a gd rub with moisturizer.. loLz.. Guess they have been serving mi long enuff so its time to get them something in return... Self theraphy? = )

Feeling ultrA lazy and no mood today.. LoLZ.. everything also seems to be empty..

picooZ asked mi to play with it.. I no mood play with Z lol...

I guess its time to go for some retail therapy or something.. That will always brighten up any ger's day..

Festive Season is over.. Changed my blogskin again.. = )

Life is complicated at times with black and white colours.. =)

So my skin is colurful to at least brighten up the virtual life..

Cheers!

Went out to chill tonight..
Wanted to go to Timbre but it was fully occupied..
Made our way down to Hooters for dinner.. Had a lovely meal there and went to the new Club cum Bar The Clinic for a drink.. The place is soooo cool..! They had Nurses and surgeons.. The chillout chairs were designed like a hospital bed and the table was a pill! Lol.. Ordered a jug of Volkda Cranberry and were drinking as slow as we can cos the person seems ready to kick us out any min.. ooPs.. 5 pple ordered something so cheap.. = X

Anyway, finally gt the answer that i din ask for so long.. I seriously believe tt euu think i was kidding the last 2 times but den sometimes i think euu were the one who wanted me to be kidding... Your reactions to the last 2 times i asked were the real reason why i snapped.. Cos i was asking euu something serious yet euu keep giving mi crap answers.. But euu are forgiven cos most guys are logheads so i also dunno what to say.. Just tt sometimes euu do seem v disconnected with ur own feelings cos euu have nv tried to give any of ur feel to anyone to see things differently.

Anyway it doesn't matter cos like what i said, everything is a base as frds and simple is the word. Telling euu is just becos i like to get things outta my mind and just speak the point. I still enjoy spending time with euu cos euu always made my brain cells up and down lol... Nothing will change no worries cos euu are sweets for some reason. Just lemme sleep my sunday and my = ( away.

Gotta sleep now.. Nite pple!

Wondered if the lions and Rhinos are acting like the way Celine, Colleen and Me were describing.. = X

I feel like i have a lot of hands today..

Did sweeping and mopping twice today.. (cannot imagine how we managed to live past the past week with such a dirty floor..)

Cleaned the fridge up today..

Did afternoon closing

Did chopsticks up today...

Packed up the storeroom today... Cannot tahan the boxes lying arnd..

Flew down to buy a gift for sweet's frd today... (Hope his frd will like it ba.. Sounds weird right? lol)

Had a little "discussion" with David about work today...

He said i was stubborn..

I told him yes, but i juz wanna make sure that i am convinced by what i am doing and so tt i can put in 100%?

Blah Blah Blah... And i put work and personal stuff separate... He doesn't get any special privillege... His work performance everyone can see.. As a colleague i can trust him to help me with my backend stuff while i do closing and stuff.. He's someone who i can at least rest and relax a bit with him arnd.. laugh a bit and smile more.. Its up to the individual to decide about the part that David was saying.... But its a totally different issue ya.. But at least cool, that's not making any issue so far.. They are just concerned about me i know.. Cos sometimes i am too soft hearted to command pple like what the rest do... Cos i dun see the need to command cos sometimes it doesn't make any help?

Blah Blah Blah... Anyway its good to get feedback at least i can feedback as well.. David did make compliments as well lah saying i can run shift better den another colleague.. I was thinking i din cock up yet.. What happens if i do one time den dead? Anyway still glad for his compliment... If i was that zai already i would be earning more per mth le mar...

Anyway realised that someone's really serious about someone.. = ) Jia you!!!

Just now i think my colleague snooked.. Lol.. He was one e fone with someone.. And someone asked him what he meant by saying tt he will jia you and FIRE b4 another guy comes back... My colleague die die also nv say tt what he actually meant was that he wanted to chase and haf her b4 the other guy came back.. LOL i asked him so what's the diff with this and what he questioned another of my colleague the other day.. Pple ask him yes no no yes he also die die duno or dun wan to say it out.. Still say my colleague until so shuai kuai.. HE LM!! = X

I think its a gd time to fly my picooZ today to rest and relax.. But too bad its raining so cun let any chance of picooZ going into the rain or mud come... Say Say say~~!

Even though i haf an idea when it started...

But i have no idea how come it came to haf started...

I think i've gone bonkers..

Cos ever since it started i haven been looking arnd anymore..

Thats when it gets scary...

I haf no idea when it might end..

It might end suddenly after some events...

Or it might end gradually that even i do not notice...

Will it nv end?

Currently i duno... Cos i haf no answers to anything...

So what if i haf the answers?

So what if i dun have the answers?