This post here.. Is dedicated to a friend of mine.

Someone whom A has just lost...

It all ended on the 20th Of Feb 2008. A day A will nv forget... A doesn't know if she has made e right choice to attend the court hearing for B on that day.. But guessing that its better to go cos A knows she will regret if she didn't. B admitted gulity.. B's lawyer pleaded with the lawyer for a lighter sentence possible.. The whole room was so silent then as everyone waited for B's case to have a conclusion... By then, A's tears were already flowing. So lousy of her.. haha.. To think that she actually promised B that she wun cry there.. But well, gals euu know are all duo chou shan gan.. Anyway B's verdict was that its the lightest of it all, 5 and a 1/2 years and 5 strokes.. In deduction would be 3yrs and 4 mths. Handcuffs were cuffed on and B was asked if he has any last words to exchange. It was so damn breaking for A to see all that... A din even have the courage to say a final goodbye While she can onli look on at the weeping mother and sisters. B din cry at all... B only gave A a last look and in he went.

It was harder than A thought. All the memories and everything was kinda hard to bear.. Especially on the 1st day.. Woo.. A is so proud that she broke record.. 6 packets of tissues!

It all started arnd September, when A was still tgt with the guy C.. Hmm.. But actually A already noticed B on her very 1st day of work... But they only got to talk arnd august... When A got tgt with C, she didn't make contact with B already. But den B still continued to contact A.. Something happened and eventually A broke up with C..

A was nv actually together with B, but B's concern and stuff more than what anyone would have expected. Waking up in the middle of the night to talk for a while when A is on night shift, den going back to bed, taking an umbrella and sheltering A from the rain while going to work, always lending a shoulder to sleep, constantly nagging.. Too much to type. B is actually worried that he will become A's burden and does not wish to waste her time. No promises nothing at all. He always says that if A finds someone better den pls go ahead and be with the other person.

A is appreciative that B thinks that he is 40% of his 100% of importance, (60% have to leave for other frds and family..) And A is appreciative for the 8 times that B answered that he likes A.. With a grading of 6/10. Even though its sad.. A knows that someone B will def go in.. B says that he actually very she bu de A and he really wants to thank her for not leaving him, supporting him and being there for him. Else he might already have gone suicidal long ago..

A promises she will write letters to B..B must be feeling so lonely and sad inside though we cannot see. A will always rem the day they went temple, the day that they just lied by each other not saying one word, days and days that he gave her the plum drink...

Woosh.. Pple say time flies.. I really wish time will fly right now..