I'm glad i finally said how i feel after sO long.. Nothing wrong cos i feel more relieved after saying it and well, its not in the present tense and it wasn't meant to be known in the 1st place.. lolx.. Nmind bout that cos there's another bigger problem to see.. Grr..

Hmm, close frds should know tt i was traumatised b4 by someone sometime ago.. And the last thing i wanna exp is tt again.. lolx.. And well.. If the person dun gettit the 1st time i say it den i guess it shall haf to be done by stronger words. SighZ.. Using words like waiting for my ans (When i haven promised to give any hope in the 1st place sounds wrong) So.. Yeah i dun like the feeling to make someone < / 3 but den.. Yah.. I duno how to say it otherwise..Alamak why lidat!!