Saturday, January 27, 2007
Tonight while i was playing MJ, i received a sms...
At that instant, i felt empty and i feel something bad was gg happen... Indeed, i have lost my pillar of strength at work.. She was the one who taught me alot of stuff and the one whom i can relate with.. Even though i already know that i will lose her some day.. Even though i have already expected it to be soon... But den i still felt drained of energy suddenly..
It was already a management game right from the start... There's management games in every company somehow.. All i can say is tt i can foresee that Tonkichi will haf some changes soon and it might be major.. Will def affect everyone.. New rules new games.. Juz tt the impact is big or small only.. HmM... Might have to be more careful of what i do as well.. Cos imma close to support as well.. Well.. Maybe or maybe not, since i dun play a major role anyway.. But den.. Well.. Yup... Sometimes makes mi wonder, since she's gone.. Is there any reason to fight anymore? Sad to say, imma no longer a part timer who can just smile everything off already.. How to say? Play the new game wisely.. = )Depends on the situation ba.. Who knows what will happen next?
Feeling drained outtttt... Suddenly a lot of other stuff doesn't matter anymore... Vday, holiday, wad-so-ever.. Just feeeeeeling so sick and tired of everything..
3:14 AM
