Friday, December 08, 2006
SianZzz.. I walked home all the way from khatib station to home. Though cannot say that its a really long journey but i guess its still a little walk.. Esp with the cold wind.. Why Am I Walking Home? All Cos of my craziness~ But its really nice to take a nice walk once in a while alone to sort out my own thoughts..No. I didn't snap.. I was mad... But i din snap.. Why? I was mad at the irritating words he will ALWAYS say.. Since its an ALWAYS, that's why i didn't snap... Din even try to ask and find out if its true or not.. Why? Cos it doesn't matter. He is who he is sho why should i ask and get myself irritated again? I was mad becos of the way he speaks.. So guo fen at times that he perhaps pricks a little.. Just a little.. But den it wasn't becos i was mad that i walked off at khatib.. The reason? I dunno perhaps i was too lazy to listen to his maddening words, perhaps i just dun wanna stay arnd and make myself feel like shit to him anymore.. Or perhaPs my leg just wanna take a walk. Anyway i know that he wun even give it any shit at all.. Dead or alive think he wun even notice.. Wad a idiotic friend i have.. But its the realisation that i get mad at his idiotic words that scares me.. Does it seem fun or make euu happy that i buay song? Or is making me buay song and making mi = ( ur real aim so tt i will shun euu and euu can escape ? Hiak Hiak dun even think about finding a new fei wen HAHA! I sound crazy manAnyway But i dun blame him cos.. Its not his fault.. Its me who cannot tahan and hit him.. Its me who cannot endure his words and YAH i always lose.. Happy now? Its me who is the petty gal who always resort to violence when i lose.. FINE NOW? Its me who always tarnish ur reputation.. FINE NOW? SORRY lor i'm not 16 years old, not cute and no moustache.. So i dun act like a 16 years old or a gal with moustache LOR. Fucking problem is., i dun stay snapped for long... Damn it.. That's why he will always crawl over my head... Why? Becos i' always the one who's petty and the one's who's weak and the one who's crazy.. No matter how much i say or what i say, perhaps gals are fan jian cos his kinda guys are more interesting.. But i think too much dosage of it everyday will really be LM.. I know euu are reading this. Better buy me my donald duck cup!
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