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Sunday, June 19, 2005

=[ Solitude ]=

Its 3.35Am now.. And i'm still not sleeping yet.. Why? I also have no idea.. Perhaps its becoz after a few days of eventful days preparing and celebrating qi's bday tt i am feeling the sudden emptiness when its all over... (Pics will be uploaded soon)

Logging on into the internet, i find myself clicking on past testimonials by frds and going back to some sites which i have not gone to since some time ago... What am i doing? Trying to find some kinda answers to unknown questions in my head? Or trying to seek some kinda solitude and comfort in the sea of words...?

Looking back at my life, one would usually realise that at some point of time, they make rash and hasty decisions.. They make mistakes, but from them they grow and mature... Perhaps as one grows older, they are bounded by more stuff.. May it be pple, the environment or perhaps themselves... One might lose the courage to face up to the fact.. One might even lose the courage to face up to their own feelings..

Sometimes i wish tt life could be as simple and pure as wad it used to be.. But we all know that it wouldn't be realistic.. Living on simple and pure would not get u through the crude and realistic adult world.. Looking at the timeline tt alvin has drawn out for most of the typical singaporeans... I begin to wonder, how many pple would actually put 100% on someone u barely know to listen to him / her tell u how to plan ur life? Or how many teenagers would actually sit down and think about putting ur assets into investments? There will be, but perhaps just a handful... But come to think of it, how many pple would also actually put 100% trust into a total stranger by helping them to pay their savings plan $$? haha~ Guess i am damn lucky.. = )Well, i guess this kinda thing.. Its more of a 2 way thing...So the next time u see someone approaching u.. Well, if ya free, why not give him or her a chance to tell u some stuff tt u might be missing out? Or if ya need recommendations.. DO GIMME A CALL YA.. There's someone whom i guarantee u can put 100% in him (like i do) Haha~ <--- U - know - who.. see.. Free promo ya.. = ) heh

U may think its a cheem post.. Or u may think tt i am sot sot again.. But den i have reasons for posting such a post here... CheerS!

3:34 AM

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