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Sunday, March 27, 2005

=[ Story Telling ]=

This is a little story revolving around 4 people, Girl A, Girl B, Boy A and Boy B... These four people are colleagues working at the same place... Girl A and Girl B were good friends and good sisters who would talk about anything under the sun... When Boy B joined the company late last year, Boy B fell in love at 1st sight for Girl B... To him, Girl B was everything he wanted.. She seemed so perfect and so lovely to him... Every thing she said and did seemed so angelic to him... But Girl B did not have a gd 1st impression of Boy B... She saw him as a flirt and even refused to be friends with him initially...

At this point of time, Girl A and Boy A were on the verge of going into a relationship... Girl A felt that she liked Boy A... Even though at the same time she felt that Boy B was actually her type of guy... After a while later, Girl A and Boy A got together into a relationship...

Things went very well for quite some time... The 2 of them were happy being tgt and felt like they were the happiest pple in the world... At the same time, Girl B had slowly began to accept Boy B as a friend...Boy B would sometimes call up Girl A, sharing with her his problems at work, and his problems in the matters of the heart... Even though he clearly know that Girl B would nv be his, he still treasured and protected her with all his heart... Perhaps because Girl A and Boy B were of the same horoscope, so she could easily understand how he felt and what was his thinking at times...

Boy B would always play with his colleagues at work and during outings... Perhaps his playfulness led him too far, pple would always say that he is kinda flirtous... Perhaps it was some kinda true, with his flowery words and his eyes and his looks, he could easily win over the hearts of many girls without a hitch of doubt... Perhaps he could win over all the girls he wanted... Except for Girl B... Somehow, somewhere, sometime, Girl A started to feel something more than pure platonic for Boy B...

But she managed to suppress her feelings for Boy B, even though she knew that it was a feeling she had since she set her eyes upon him months ago... But because Boy A treated her very well, she knew that she couldn't let go of someone as good as Boy A... And she knew that deep down in her heart, there was no future with Boy B... Little did she knew that bit by bit, she was falling deeper and deeper into it...

Girl A loved to listen to Boy B's singing, loved to listen to Boy B's pain and happiness on the phone, even though she knew that his happiness and sadness all revolved around Girl B... Girl A loved the way he smelt, even loved the messiness of his room and the bad boy feel about him.. Boy B knew about Girl A's feelings for him... But they managed to persuade themselves to be fair to Boy A... But she felt that as long as Boy B was happy, she could be too... She stayed committed to Boy A, even though she knew that her heart had room for two...

Hell broke loose on the night whereby they went clubbing together... Girl A had a bit more to drink that night... She gave Boy B a kiss on the cheek... And later in the night, Boy B said something to make Girl A lose control... She shouted in front of Boy A to Boy B... She said that she liked him sooo much, but why did he have to say that to hurt her... Boy A heard every single word of it... Boy A must have felt so terrible heartbroken at that point of time... But what's said cannot be unsaid... Girl A and Boy B's frdship plunged into the lowest point after that night... Boy B forced Girl A to accept him as his brother, and the 2 of them never communicate much after that night anymore... No more were there long phone calls, no more were there those flowery words and those eyes... All that was left was silence and hostilty... It hurts to Girl A, but she also knew that things cannot be turned back to what they were... She treasured her BGR with Boy A, thus she persuaded herself to forget bout everything, and to give Boy A and herself another chance...

After a period of time, Boy B and Girl A started sms chatting again... Boy B told her that it matter a lot to him.. How Girl B looks at him, how girl B thought of him... Perhaps he used the wrong words, evey word hurted like hell to Girl A... Girl A eventually had to console Boy B that nothing has changed, (Girl B's impression of Boy B)... But it didn't matter to her, (or so she thought)... Everyone felt uneasy and very weird, but life still went on as usual... A lot of things and songs would remind Girl A about Boy B.. But she would try her best to forget about it...

Boy B tells Girl A that he would like to get a girlfriend, so that he can forget about Girl B... Girl A feels disappointed that Boy B would actually do this to another girl... For it was the same mouth that said.. "I would nv go for another girl unless i am sure i can get over Girl B"... Girl A felt disappointed that a guy can change so fast over a short period of time... But at the same time, she knew that she was not exactly mad over these words... Or was she juz sad that Boy B was going to get attached soon? That he would have someone else to hug to sleep at night... Someone else to chat with him over the phone at night.. Someone to listen to his singing??

Girl A managed to hive Boy B all her blessings... For she managed to persuade herself into thinking that perhaps Boy B getting a gf would ease him of all his pain, and perhaps it would be then that she would be able to forget all bout him totally... And stay 100% committed to Boy A... However, due to a small arguement, Girl A flared up at Boy B... Thus resulting their friendship to plunge into another low point... Words were no longer exchanged at all.. Perhaps its for the best for everyone, but things didn't have had to end this way... Let things be that... May time wash every memory away, wash every pain and sadness away..~ Perhaps Girl A and Boy B would end up going totally different ways in the near future, but Girl A would always remember that Boy B had crossed her path at a certain point of time, that he would be someone she had feelings for... A long time... = )

=[ Wo yuan bian cheng, ni ai de na ge tian shi, zhang kai shuang shou bian cheng chi bang shou hu ni... Yong Yuan Shou Hu Ni... ]=

=[ The End ]=

11:15 PM

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