=[ Story Telling ]=

This is a little story revolving around 4 people, Girl A, Girl B, Boy A and Boy B... These four people are colleagues working at the same place... Girl A and Girl B were good friends and good sisters who would talk about anything under the sun... When Boy B joined the company late last year, Boy B fell in love at 1st sight for Girl B... To him, Girl B was everything he wanted.. She seemed so perfect and so lovely to him... Every thing she said and did seemed so angelic to him... But Girl B did not have a gd 1st impression of Boy B... She saw him as a flirt and even refused to be friends with him initially...

At this point of time, Girl A and Boy A were on the verge of going into a relationship... Girl A felt that she liked Boy A... Even though at the same time she felt that Boy B was actually her type of guy... After a while later, Girl A and Boy A got together into a relationship...

Things went very well for quite some time... The 2 of them were happy being tgt and felt like they were the happiest pple in the world... At the same time, Girl B had slowly began to accept Boy B as a friend...Boy B would sometimes call up Girl A, sharing with her his problems at work, and his problems in the matters of the heart... Even though he clearly know that Girl B would nv be his, he still treasured and protected her with all his heart... Perhaps because Girl A and Boy B were of the same horoscope, so she could easily understand how he felt and what was his thinking at times...

Boy B would always play with his colleagues at work and during outings... Perhaps his playfulness led him too far, pple would always say that he is kinda flirtous... Perhaps it was some kinda true, with his flowery words and his eyes and his looks, he could easily win over the hearts of many girls without a hitch of doubt... Perhaps he could win over all the girls he wanted... Except for Girl B... Somehow, somewhere, sometime, Girl A started to feel something more than pure platonic for Boy B...

But she managed to suppress her feelings for Boy B, even though she knew that it was a feeling she had since she set her eyes upon him months ago... But because Boy A treated her very well, she knew that she couldn't let go of someone as good as Boy A... And she knew that deep down in her heart, there was no future with Boy B... Little did she knew that bit by bit, she was falling deeper and deeper into it...

Girl A loved to listen to Boy B's singing, loved to listen to Boy B's pain and happiness on the phone, even though she knew that his happiness and sadness all revolved around Girl B... Girl A loved the way he smelt, even loved the messiness of his room and the bad boy feel about him.. Boy B knew about Girl A's feelings for him... But they managed to persuade themselves to be fair to Boy A... But she felt that as long as Boy B was happy, she could be too... She stayed committed to Boy A, even though she knew that her heart had room for two...

Hell broke loose on the night whereby they went clubbing together... Girl A had a bit more to drink that night... She gave Boy B a kiss on the cheek... And later in the night, Boy B said something to make Girl A lose control... She shouted in front of Boy A to Boy B... She said that she liked him sooo much, but why did he have to say that to hurt her... Boy A heard every single word of it... Boy A must have felt so terrible heartbroken at that point of time... But what's said cannot be unsaid... Girl A and Boy B's frdship plunged into the lowest point after that night... Boy B forced Girl A to accept him as his brother, and the 2 of them never communicate much after that night anymore... No more were there long phone calls, no more were there those flowery words and those eyes... All that was left was silence and hostilty... It hurts to Girl A, but she also knew that things cannot be turned back to what they were... She treasured her BGR with Boy A, thus she persuaded herself to forget bout everything, and to give Boy A and herself another chance...

After a period of time, Boy B and Girl A started sms chatting again... Boy B told her that it matter a lot to him.. How Girl B looks at him, how girl B thought of him... Perhaps he used the wrong words, evey word hurted like hell to Girl A... Girl A eventually had to console Boy B that nothing has changed, (Girl B's impression of Boy B)... But it didn't matter to her, (or so she thought)... Everyone felt uneasy and very weird, but life still went on as usual... A lot of things and songs would remind Girl A about Boy B.. But she would try her best to forget about it...

Boy B tells Girl A that he would like to get a girlfriend, so that he can forget about Girl B... Girl A feels disappointed that Boy B would actually do this to another girl... For it was the same mouth that said.. "I would nv go for another girl unless i am sure i can get over Girl B"... Girl A felt disappointed that a guy can change so fast over a short period of time... But at the same time, she knew that she was not exactly mad over these words... Or was she juz sad that Boy B was going to get attached soon? That he would have someone else to hug to sleep at night... Someone else to chat with him over the phone at night.. Someone to listen to his singing??

Girl A managed to hive Boy B all her blessings... For she managed to persuade herself into thinking that perhaps Boy B getting a gf would ease him of all his pain, and perhaps it would be then that she would be able to forget all bout him totally... And stay 100% committed to Boy A... However, due to a small arguement, Girl A flared up at Boy B... Thus resulting their friendship to plunge into another low point... Words were no longer exchanged at all.. Perhaps its for the best for everyone, but things didn't have had to end this way... Let things be that... May time wash every memory away, wash every pain and sadness away..~ Perhaps Girl A and Boy B would end up going totally different ways in the near future, but Girl A would always remember that Boy B had crossed her path at a certain point of time, that he would be someone she had feelings for... A long time... = )

=[ Wo yuan bian cheng, ni ai de na ge tian shi, zhang kai shuang shou bian cheng chi bang shou hu ni... Yong Yuan Shou Hu Ni... ]=

=[ The End ]=

=[ Good Friday ]=

Heh~ Its good friday and i'm finally here to blog! ^^ Well.. Its an especially long weekend for me... Since friday is gd friday and i no need to go office work~~ wahahhaa~~

Well, life for me has been very eventful and packed that i hardly have time to breathe~ haha~ Besides working 2 jobs, helping cheng move house and blah blah blah~... Guess that's why i plomp into bed every night without even having to try to sleep~~ haha~

Well, exhausted again after a whole day of work + moving hse... Gg start solirtaire with qin le~

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=[ In The Office ]=


This is my 1st time blogging inside my new office (after office hrs la of cos).. Heh... Currently working in a new auzzie company... RSP asia... Basically if ya guys wondering, i am a researcher inside the new company for semi conductor and logistics department.. Basically helping pple to find work lor..~ Heh~ Need help i'll try my best too! ^^

This company can be described as the most easy time passing and most erm... Freedom given company...
1) computer does not have anything banned.~ Heh!
2) Its a XP system with ur own printer...
3) u can eat at ur own pleasure time
4) 5 day work week with timing like 9-5.30.. HEH~~

Time passes by here fast.. Though sometimes its tiring for the eyes to keep staring at the computer and zZzzZZZzZZzZZZ~ seeing so many resumes and how much they earn.. haiz.. wonder when will i be like them~~ haha~~~

Anyway time to go off already~~ ^^ Ciaoz!

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=[ DeVis ]=

Last night went to devils bar with my frds and colleagues.. Well.. Hard to believe but it was the 1st time i went clubbing.. haha~ Perhaps went juz for the sake of satisfying the curosity cat.. Anwyay next time start work liao oso no chance to go anymore.. Haha

Devils was quite alike in wad i have imagined to be.. Indeed a gd place to see hunks.. babes.. XA... Gays..~ haha~ We were stuck in a very dark and secluded seat at the corner. Alright lah.. At least it provided some kinda silence from the chaos outside..

Things were alright la.. Quite fun.. Drinks were drunk.. Some danced, some went on the lookout for their preys.. Haha.. I myself had a few more to drink.. And emotions and acTions got a little outta hand.. Haha~~ Perhaps i should have seen it coming eventually.. It was juz a matter of time tt it went out into the open.. I felt a little LM also.. In fact.. 4 of us felt LM... None of us wanted this to happen anyway.. But it was a fact, that at that point of time.. I wished that the feeling would go away with the alcohol.. But in fact it didn't.. Haha.. = (

Anyway.. We were all exhausted by the time 4+ came.. But qin still had the urge to dance.. So we acc her for a while more lOr.. Saw babes doing pole dance... Heh~ =D~ But also saw a -_- Guy.. He even invited Fei ye to go up to do pole dancing.. HAHA~! Duno wads his prob.. But he kept jioing mi to go to the bartop! (?!?!?!?) to dance with him.. OF cos.. i HORR~~ haha.. Onli qin went up with fei and ah heng lor..~ Crazy Night~~ Lao ren jia cannot take it.. haha

Today woke up at bout 1pm.. Met ah xiao to go for lunch.. Was supposed to go SSDC at 1st.. but den due to the rain.. we decided not to go ahead.. Haha~ Wait become Luo Tang JI.. Hao ye meh? hee..~ Went to the bank.. With the intention to change a new pass book and to change my ATM card.. Shun bian apply for the Debit card.. TMD! The si ah neh gal.. She got super s***** attitude lor! "U NV BRING UR PASS BOOK HOW TO CHANGE" TMD~ i ask ask onli she can say a better thing right?! Den when i told her i wanted to change ATM~ "WAD HAPPEN TO UR ATM CARD" kaoz! den.. "GIMME UR IC" Sickening.. Slam her face into the stamp pad den she know.. Den after duno wad yakking.. She finally did it for me..

After tt~ An amazing thing happened.. She sudd asked mi in a 360 deg change.. "You working or studying?" den i told her i was working.. She = D~ and started to phycho mi to join her duno wad plan la.. Kinda like a plan for u to start leaving $$ for ur family when u go 1 day~ to.. ~~ Ya know?~ WAH LAO! her attitude so bad juz now.. if i were to sign up for her... I muz be blind.. She kept pushing mi to sign up.. Heng i gou jian ding! Totally ignore mode on! haha! idiotic Bank! @#$%^&*()_